Watta day!

April 7, 2008 - declared as holiday! wuhoooo! long weekend again! meaning REST and REST and REST... however I have lots of activities line-up for that day! ToT

... instead of having a long hours sleep, I woke up so early
... the kiddie games will start at 6:30 am??? sure??? (i left my bed at 6am and we have to meet at 6am----i was so great---)
... the sun is really unforgiving! (dah! it is so hot!) but the game must go on!
... the kids were really having fun and i have to convince myself that this is fun... ( hehehe just kidding)
... the place is too crowded... too crowded with laugthers, crazy MTs, hyper-active chikitings and opkors the FOOD!
... Escarlan 1 and 2 kids created their own world... ( hehehe sabi ko na nga ba galing ibang mundo sila eh)... as if on that time, they are so free to do whatever they want to do, no one bother if they get stinky and dirty as long as they are happy! they played without the guidance of MTs

• habulan
• luksong baka
• tug-of-war (w/ improvised rope), i don't know who among them lead this game. We were on our siesta mode when we heard them shouting "OK! Escarlan 1 vs Escarlan 2... 1..2..3 game!, we jumped up from our seat and watched their crazy/happy game ^________^
  
  
  

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... i didn't finished the kiddie games, I went home early for I was having a girly-girl thing :P

... at home I was supposedly to do an important thing but the bed invited me to sleep ~zzzzzzz~

... at 3pm, went back to Capitol! It was ate Arlene's wedding (Esc. 2's Pangulo).
... the reception was held at their home, due to the massive amount of people, we extend the reception at Escarlan residence ^_^

... while all of these happening, my mind went on fidgeting! disturbed by so many tasks I have to do.... aish... the more workloads I have, the lazier I become! which is not a good thing!
... but these occassions/events happens not all the time... ICHIEGO ICHIE as i reffered to this
... "working everyday is not a good habit... take a rest and have some fun once in awhile or else you want to take the path to dully life"
... and that's not it... I'm trying to focus myself on what is happening however my mind always find the way to think about... hmmm.... about... .abo...ut.... a-bout... hmmm..... ano kayang sunod na mangyayari sa NARUTO??? .... ^_^;;

What is L.O.V.E.

Love is a slow kiss goodnight
It is anticipation.

Love is an imperfection in yourself not bothering you.
It is acceptance.

Love is passing up an opportunity because the time is not right yet.
It is patience.

Love is a back massage that starts above the hairline and ends around the innersoles.
It is exploration.

Love is not having to say,
"Let us make love", because you know what the other person wants.
It is understanding.

Love is being given an honest chance to say no when you thought you were committed.
It is consideration.

Love is saying the perfect phrase to make a solemn embrace dissolve into giggles.
It is humor.

Love is being told, "Stop and I will kill you".
It is desire.

Love is reviewing the damage to your living room and realizing personal effects are strewn in a clockwise pattern from the front door to the bedroom.
It is abandonment.

Love is seeing what your lover really looks like for the first time.
It is truth.

Love is knowing what time it is and not caring.
It is joy.

Love is the arms around you tightening their embrace.
It is ecstasy.

Love is telling a person, if you have to leave, you will let them sleep, and being told they would rather be awakened.
It is tenderness.

Love is waking up to find the subject of the dream you were having asleep on your shoulder.
It is where fantasy meets reality.

Love is being there to wake your lover... slowly.
It is sensuousness.

Love is belatedly knowing why you bought a king size bed three years ago.
It is practicality.

Love is two people only taking up a third of a king size bed.
It is closeness.

Love is knowing you gave the extra set of keys to the right person.
It is trust.

Love is saying goodbye and knowing you will be back by mutual consent.
It is faith.

Love is stretching your arms and discovering the real meaning of the word "sore".
It is a lesson in human frailty.

Love is opening your medicine cabinet and finding your tooth-paste turned into a pretzel.
It is adaptation.

Love is sitting at the window,
looking out, and remembering
who you were with the night before.
It is reflection.

Love is hearing the weather forecast for a winter storm, and wishing
you could spend it in bed with your lover.
It is loneliness.

Love is stories that will never be told.
It is personal.

Heart-wrenching songs

What is love like?
MOLLASO! WAKARANAI YO!
Don't asked me such question instead what is one-sided love?
I can define it very well and I tell you I can describe it in one word...
P.A.I.N.

What is love like (Sarangah nal eoddohhangeoni)
by Bae Seul Gi
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Even though I say that it didn't happen and it isn't like that
My tears flow down uncontrollably again
Even though I look weak doing this
Don't worry I'll be okay

I'm sorry I'm sorry don't say that
I love you I love you because my heart aches

What did you do to me, love
You made me hurt
Why does my tears fall
Why do you make me unable to breathe

At the thought of you coming close
My two sorrowful eyes
Erase and erase
But I still miss you

Like this just one day
To rest
Just one day
I want to fall asleep in your embrace

I LOVE YOU (Saranghamnida)
by Tim Hwang
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So bad..a person a like you..
Why did you take my heart without my permission?
Im living with so much difficulty
But you dont even know.

I know.. that its not me
That im not worthy enough for even a blink of your eye
But sometimes cant you share your smile with me too?
Even if its not love

*Please turn back just once sometime
If I wait endlessly like this today
Again its the one word in my heart that I cant keep inside
I love you.

Yesterday, I layed my head on my desk
And I think I fell asleep grieving for you
When I opened my eyes, the tears had smudged
Your name and hopeless doodles

repeat *

As I look at your back image
which I got so used to
I say those silent tear-like words,
I love you.

ARIRANG
by SG WANNABE
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Even if I met you in my dreams I would tell you not to leave
My love, who left without a final farewell
As you walk over the hills of separation, if your feet feel any pain
Shamelessly, I will let you rest in my arms for a little while

I worry because you may not find the way back to me
I pray to the moon that he will light your way

My love, my love, you who do not respond to my call
Even if we lived under the same sky, I would never see you again
Even if I am born a thousand times, I will only love you
To this day I am waiting for you, do not forget me.

If the only way to meet you was by walking on a thorny road
I would walk that road even if my two feet went their separate ways
If coming back is too difficult because you walked a hundred thousand steps
Even if it’s in someone else’s arms, rest your weary self
Even if the flowers don’t bloom on your journey, please be happy
After walking back from sending you away, I am filled with worries

My love, my love, you who do not respond to my call
Even if we lived under the same sky, I would never see you again
Even if I am born a thousand times, I will only love you
To this day I am waiting, do not forget me.

My Love, who I long to see

My Love, it’s now goodbye, don't look back and just walk away
So you won’t have one chance to look for me
Even though throughout this lifetime we will never meet again,
Don't forget me, the one who loved you this much

Goodbye (Geudaeneun Moreujyo)
by Fly to the sky
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Don't speak, just smile and go
Now I know I don't want to hear the saddest words in the world

When the dreamy state of being in love is taken away
Taken away from me after I found it
Then I'll come to know what pain is

*I am only for you, you still live within me
We only have until today, but please go with me in your heart, Good-bye

I know that no matter what you'll be the one who turns your back and goes first
I'll stay single, I'll deal with my share of missing you

Deep in time when I ask you about our precious memories
They may be a little blurry

**You left and my tears fill the empty space next to me
We were in love, but at that time I begged you to be happy for yourself, Good-bye

I couldn't prepare for the break-up or the sadness that were drawing nearer
You don't know that I kept on saying don't go

Love is like a rose... so beautiful the rose yet so painful are its thorns :'(

credit: aheyaah.com

Charice Pempengco and Kyuhyun: A whole new world

The good and bad of being a crammer

It is already 2:17 in the morning and still, my eyes wide open (i had a cup of coffee and finally, I've experience the so called afternoon sleep :P so wat did u expect?).

Thanks for holidays vacation I have a lot of time to catch-up with my beauty rest aka sleep all-day. Lately, I was having a sleep-deprive due to some people that badly need my help :P. I sleep around 2:00 am and wake up around 5 am--- gah! jst 3 hrs of sleep???? no wonder why I have a low blood pressure, loss some weight, get dizzy, coughing like an old-man sick and always feel so sleepy. (If helping people is not good for my health so why would I bother myself to help people? :P hehehhe just kidding LOLz). It is just a matter of TIME MANAGEMENT!!!! (how I wish, I posses that skill).

Aireen is a dull artist (I know that by heart) notwithstanding there are some human being who believe in my capabilites (blessed them). I don't know if it is only because they don't have any options or I've really deluded them with my arts ^_^ or perhaps, in their points of view, I'm a great artist! (I like the last statement *big smile*).

I want to be more creative. I want the ideas keep flowing like a river. I want a lot of time.

If I have these three I can work with a rhythm and everything will go smoothly. I've searched and read just to make these things happened. I performed, I followed, and I practiced all the tips they have given and happy to say, it is very effective.

To give you an idea, here some:

Believing. Start by looking at your beliefs about your own creativity as well as that of other people.
Immersing. You can't be half-hearted about making ideas happen; the creative process requires a great commitment from you.
Idea-generating. You can generate ideas both unconsciously and consciously. Your neurons chatter to one another across these states. Idea-generating depends on how much you immerse yourself in something: to ask questions, you must feel sufficiently engaged and interested in a subject to be intensely curious.
Creating a vision. When you are clear about your beliefs, totally immersed in your subject and generating lots of ideas about it, creating a vision should come to you very easily.
Reality-checking. Once you have a vision, you need to try it out on other people. You must reality-check to improve, of course. This is the nasty business of seeking criticism.
Piloting. Many ideas fall flat because people talk about them, get feedback, but never act to create anything. The best way to convey idea to someone else it through, for example, a model of how new design could work, a plan and sample chapters from your novel. Piloting leads to more reality-checking and it is when you pilot ideas that you seriously start to sell and improve them,
Realising. This is the stage where you may think; I've really done it!. There is a strong probability, though, if you have a relentlessly creative spirit, that you are also immersing your-selff once again in new subjects, and generating ideas, as you gear up to go on to your next scheme.

Other related article: Tackle An Issue with a list of 100 - very useful

On the other hand, I'm still in a hurry! yeah, sure I know how to generates ideas and make them happen but BRILLIANT-IDEAS-COMES-ONLY-ON-VERGE-OF-TIME!!!!! oh man! I love cramming because my mind work really fast on that state and proud to say I can meet the deadliest deadline (okee not always but most of the time hehehehehe^_~V). Dang! I hate the consequences of being a crammer! aish! (point to the 2nd paragraph).

Here are the products of my kindness:

1. Additional text - Just a minor modification on Ka Jay Fadrillan's wedding invitation. Who rushed to our house to seek for our help during the non-working day (oh i love government holiday). He already have a concept on his invitation so all i need was to think where will I insert/ put the additional text (some verses from the bible). The invitation is actually overfilled with text and images, unintelligible to read which required you to move it closer to your eyes than intended. I would suggest to redo the design but the time refrain me for I was actually committed to another task which is again, bounded by time.

2. Audio Visual Presentation - Babang, a good friend of mine asked me to do their AVP which will be shown on their wedding reception. I said yes for thinking it was only gonna be drag and drop easy-and-not-time-consuming-task not until she demanded for unusual avp. So okey I need to squeeze and squeeze every part of my brain to produce and meet what she wanted. Brainstorming on my own, having a nice conversations with myself, and slipping the word "AHA!" in my mouth, exhibiting my own eureka moment enough for those people who are surrounding me to think I'm losing my sanity (Hey! I'm just THINKING! then don't THINK at the public place! pabo!). I jotted down every idea that popped-up in my head (for fearing I will forget it), i used lots of paper due to a myriad of rewriting and resketching the story however I did not used all the things I have on those papers instead I followed what my mind dictates on me (that's why sometimes I don't want to do the what you called pre-writing thingy, just a waste of time, I thought coz I end up doing the IDEAS-THAT-COMES-OUT-ON-THE-VERGE-OF-TIME )

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3. Wedding Invitation - Just I thought, I can resume my normal sleep at night and can breath at the regular intervals again when my mom blurted out i have to make a wedding invitation for the nephew of their resident Pastor. Huwatttt????? can I discommend? oh man! T_T and take note, I only have one week to do the 50 invitations! aigoo TT_TT --- totally clueless on what Im going to do and it was a race against time. Sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.

And with all my complaints, I'm quite satisfied on what I've done and very pleased with their complement weeeeeeeee ^____________^ BANZAI! BANZAI! BANZAI!

NOTES:
I've noticed all these people are having the same motif on their wedding which is fuchsia and all of them are heading the life in ministry.

I'm not a wedding planner nor organizer nor anyone that has something to do with a wedding. It is just that that! If you are wondering why I'm always involved in this thingy then count me in!... i don't know!

And please if ever, just incase, someone asked me to do their wedding invitation, avp, etc, please notify me a year before the wedding hehehehehehehehehhehehe XD lolz

wishy wish listy list XD

anything that has something to do with Sakura tree (cherry blossom)

• sakure tree figurine
• wall picture (1, 2)
  
• umbrella
• cake
  
• jewelry sakura tree
• plate
• or the tree itself (1,2)
  

gashapon

• Sakura (tsubasa chronicle)
• Syaoran (tsubasa chronicle)
• kenshin (Rurouni Kenshin)
• kaoru (Rurouni Kenshin)
• L (Death Note)
• Raito Yagami (Death Note)
• Shikamaru x Temari (Naruto)

Ryuk Watch - cool!
Mokona modoki slippers
(or the Comic Alley itself) ^__________^

mobile hard disk
external hard disk
Now And Then (1995) movie
harry potter 5 original dvd
harry potter book set (1-7) ^^
Min Kyung Hoon First Album Impressive
Min Kyung Hoon himself :P (--,)
BUZZ concert
Grand Piano
Canon EOS-1Ds Mark III
mashimaro
super boink

art set (i miss coloring using the traditional media)

• sketch pad
• charcoal pencil/ pencil
• colored pencil
  
• oil pastel
• any art/ coloring materials

Graphics tablet

Fifth Mountain - PauloCoelho

etc... ^.^V

Songfic: Oblivious

There's a story I wanna share, it is actually the combination of two songs, I think it's cute and kinda mushy-cheesy hehehehehe. I was on my way on the office when I heard this song playing on the jeepney and then some thoughts popped-up in my head (with a myriad of light bulbs XD). This song could be the perfect match to a particular song that i know.

Here how the story goes:

There is a girl who is suffering from the illness of having a one-sided love. She loves him but he doesn't know. Been trying to forget the foolish emotion but to no avail it keeps on growing, her heart works on her own, and besides, feelings are not actions that you can control; which is why the heart respects and at times fears it. Tired of this feeling and no idea what else she can do so she cry and cry. Unbeknownst to her, there is someone who can hear all her idiot-love-blabbering, can actually feel all the pain she have and wishing he could shun them all away from her and praying to be her man and makes her happy all the time....

I titled this song story/ songfic (song fiction) as OBLIVIOUS because the girl doesn't know that the guy he loves was actually dreaming to be her man and the guy has totally no idea that he is actually the reason why the girl is keep on crying... hehehehehe PABO!

To understand more what on earth I'm talking about here are the lyrics, first "I cry" by Yuri Chika and then followed by "When she cries" by Restless heart.

If I have time, I might create a music video for this one or just a poster (depends on my mood *grin*). You can download the songs by clicking the title ^_^

I CRY by Yuri Chika

Every night I find it so hard to sleep
Cause I keep thinking of you
And these feelings from deep
Oh baby I try to hide all these feelings for you
I keep them all out of sight
I don't know what else to do

So I cry
But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

Sometimes I wonder in the blink of an eye
Would you be willing to love me
Would you give it a try
I don't know how else to show you
That our love could be real
I'll be eternally faithful
Forever I feel

So I cry
But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

No one can tell me that I may be wrong
Cause I know in my heart
This feeling still running strong

Can't get you out of my head
Can't get you out of my heart
Can't get you out of my life
No matter it fell apart

So I cry
But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

When she cries by Restless heart

The road I have traveled on
Is paved with good intentions
It's littered with broken dreams
That never quite came true

When all of my hopes were dying
Her love kept me trying
She does her best to hide
The pain that she's been through

(CHORUS)
When she cries at night
And she doesn't think that I can hear her
She tries to hide
All the fear she feels inside
So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries

She's always been there for me
Whenever I've fallen
When nobody else believes
She'll be there by my side

I don't know how she takes it
Just once I'd like to make it
Then there'll be tears of joy
That fill her loving eyes

(CHORUS)

So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries